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Words on design and life by Cassie McDaniel

February 1, 2014

Webmaker is Hiring

The team I work with at Mozilla is hiring! So I thought I’d share why I like working on the front line of the Webmaker project.

The mission is ambitious

Mozilla is messy. We use a bunch of open source software to collaborate and stay connected (Bugzilla, Etherpad, Vidyo and IRC), all of which has seen better days. There are too many different projects and initiatives to count. And more happens every day – more blog posts, more tweets, more ambitious and creatively executed events are created than I could possibly keep up with, and all of that can get a little overwhelming.

Being a designer amidst this chaos is challenging. It is difficult to organize or control a system that is always changing, but this is what I like about it: it isn’t easy, and that means I am always growing as a designer. I also recognize that a culture that allows so many different perspectives, that is so fiercely dedicated to working in the open, will always have room for me. What a powerful feeling of belonging. Because of this I feel enabled to take risks and I am inspired to work hard.

Mozilla is full of people like me.

The scale is big, and it makes a difference

Webmaker in particular is one facet of Mozilla that is really exciting. A young team that only really started formulating early last year, we are just learning how to walk. As one of the first designers on this team I have an opportunity to make a difference to everything I touch.

Mozilla is able to reach millions of people all around the world and Webmaker is able to capitalize on that reach – which is amazing when you realize how idealistic this project is. We don’t want to reach people to collect their data or to sell them stuff. We are committed to supporting people who want to teach web skills. And often, we will give you Mozilla gear to help get people out to your events, we’ll give you the tools to help you teach, we’ll set you up with equipment if you need it, and we’ll host you in our space – all for free.

At this moment, the Mozilla machine is behind this mission and we are poised to grow. We can change the way the web works. We can change how people experience the web. It’s exciting.

The team is talented

Work for me has always been about the day to day interactions with people I like, and I really enjoy working with this team. My colleagues are smart, dedicated, idealistic (perhaps a little too addicted to animated gifs). I’m confident that what we do changes lives.

In the next little while we are going to hire the best UI designer and the best front end engineer that we can find. I don’t know if we already know these people, but our eyes are open and we are hungry for people who are just the right fit. Maybe that’s you?


Here are some highlights about what we’re looking for (we also like surprises).

UI Designer

  • Strong portfolio of consumer-facing interaction design work; impress us with your depth of thinking, attention to detail and proven record for shipping great products
  • Detail-oriented eye for visual design and typography
  • Collaborate with visual designers and engineers to ensure a seamless user experience from design to implementation

Apply for the UI designer position

Front End Engineer 

  • Apply your design talents at the code level
  • Help make innovative interactions on the Webmaker platform a reality
  • Expert in JavaScript, CSS3 and HTML5
  • Strong desire to learn new technologies and methodologies as they arise and to bring those to the Webmaker platform

Apply for the front end engineer position – This position is now closed.

Have any questions about what it’s like working at Mozilla? Shoot. I know I did when I first began eying my current position and Chris Appleton warmly offered to show me around the offices. Let me return the favor.

January 17, 2014

Designing for Multitudes

Do I contradict myself?
Very well then I contradict myself,
(I am large, I contain multitudes.)
–Walt Whitman, Song of Myself

When a scab comes off but isn’t quite ready, look: there is a fleshy ring of pink healed skin encircling fresh white cells that may not yet be primed for air. It stings. There is a pause before the tiny pinpricks of blood vessels begin to flood the white skin with blood. And soon, there will be another scab, until what is underneath is ready for the air.

Our job as designers is to look, to be ready before everything else. We have to be comfortable describing the uncomfortable in order to get past the barriers blocking us from seeing what is happening underneath. And we must recognize those split moments in our collective conscious when we are able to see something significant and true about ourselves. But we have to have the courage to look. And to keep looking.

There have been some moments lately, sometimes happening right on top of one another, that seem to reveal contradictory human experiences.

tumblr_mwb6l30rM41qzwmsso1_1280On one hand, we have Frank Chimero writing about turning his personal site into “the internet version of a quiet, cluttered cottage in the country.” We can relate. We were raised on charcoal pencils, William Faulkner, hot drinks and loud music. We are overwhelmed by the limitless library that is the Internet today, the ability to learn any discipline to any depth anywhere at any time. It feels good to think about running away to start a one-family vegetable garden with a shaggy dog that accompanies you on long walks away from the Internet.

Maybe we do not run there because nobody knows what this cottage looks like in real life. Does it have a door? Does it have windows? If it is cluttered, will it be organized chaos, where only we are able to find what we are looking for? I close my eyes and have a notion as to what my cottage feels like, what it smells like. My great-grandmother’s afghan quilts are there. The ceiling is wooden so that when it rains you can really hear it. There is paper everywhere, all different shades and textures and ages of paper. But I have no idea what it looks like to other people.

I open my eyes and I ask myself, why have it online if it is private, if it is just for me? If it is just about me?

The Kellers controversy, a husband and wife journalist duo who in separate publications critiqued Lisa Bonchek Adams for live-tweeting her stage IV breast cancer, reveals something different about our online selves: how some people equate privacy with dignity and how others value privacy as an act of generosity, as a gift so that we may connect with others.

Unlike Chimero, or Glaser or Rand or Kalman or Scher or any of these lone designer heroes, there is an equally vibrant opposing desire to have a loud, crowded cottage, a place where everyone comes to see you. A place where your friends are (where your hundreds of friends are, because you don’t have to be limited by the number of people who can sit at your dinner table since they are online, since they are everywhere).

Designing for this type of humanity isn’t easy because these are not two different subsets of people. They are me. They are you. We want our privacy, but we want our ability to connect as well. We do not fit so easily into UX designers’ personas or a defined audience.

My dad used to quote Walt Whitman all the time, probably forgetting he had already quoted him thrice before. His favorite was this: “Do I contradict myself? Very well then I contradict myself, (I am large, I contain multitudes.)”

The entire poem itself is lovely (initially self-published by the way) – observational, introspective, visceral. I believe we want more of these feelings and experiences online, that we want the Internet to behave more like a human – perhaps more like poetry – yet here we are designing for content management systems and fake personas and validated user experiences. If we are spontaneous, it is planned spontaneity. If we are playful, it is constructive play.

I believe what Chimero is getting at, and what the Kellers may not believe is possible online, is that we need to find a way for the Internet to help us understand every facet of ourselves and each other better.

I am not sure exactly how to do that, but I think the web is wide enough – evolving like other disciplines such as art and literature – that there is no final, right answer. The one thing that rings true is that we need a broader range of experiences.

This means going beyond Facebook-style interactions. It means spending more time philosophizing about what our online interactions communicate. It means considering what is right and appropriate for each task we are designing, not just looking at a pattern library or asking a few people if it works – it means really looking at what might be dark and uncomfortable so that we can see and understand ourselves better.

Designing for multitudes is not just today’s task, either. It is every day’s task from here on out. The real challenge for designers will be to stop simplifying the human experience and to embrace it in all its clutter, confusion, contradiction and change.

Maternity Leave infographic by Ivonne Karamoy for Women&&Tech
January 13, 2014

A Mother’s Labour Leave

It is one week before I go back to work, I can hardly believe it. I have taken the full extent of my 15 weeks maternity leave plus two additional weeks from Mozilla, and my husband will take the next three months of parental leave (in Canada, 15 weeks must be taken by the mother and the remaining 35 weeks can be divided between parents any way they’d like).

As I consider the coming weeks and how I will balance work and home life, I know I will be returning to work a different person. A friend told me about a bulldog woman she worked with who came back from maternity leave and was much more likable. While still stubborn, the woman was less flagrantly ambitious, no doubt because her priorities had changed. I have also read that often when women come back to work as mothers they are far less divided than one might think; they are in fact more organized, more efficient and better leaders.

My colleague David Humphrey wrote a really nice note to me before I left about becoming a parent.

“I can say with some experience that it is harder than anything you’ve ever done, and more rewarding, that it will break you, but also remake you into something new and better.”

I wonder, how have I changed? Am I new and better? I have certainly felt broken at times. And also very rewarded.

It is true that I have learned a few new skills I hope will transfer to my work. I have developed greater endurance. I have gotten better at multitasking and working in short, broken amounts of time. I have become more resourceful at learning skills and subject matters that are completely foreign to me. I am more disciplined about bed times. I no longer freak out about poo in the bathtub. My community is wider since I can relate to more people in the “mom and dad club”. I think I might be a better friend, because I am genuinely grateful for all the kindness folks have shown us over the last few months. And my desire to leave the world a better place has really solidified: this is the world my daughter has to live in. Plain and simple. This motivates me like nothing before.

Those are the positives. On the flip side, I worry about Amelia constantly. I am not sure if my brain grew at all to accommodate this extra worry, or if it pushing something else out. I have heard that new mothers lose a few IQ points, which doesn’t surprise me at all.

My cousins came to visit from Georgia and we all went out for Ethiopian food over the holidays. The restaurant was nearly empty, the music was quiet, the food was spectacular, but Amelia did not want to sit down so I stood at the end of our table and jiggled her around, swaying back and forth and sometimes pacing in front of the window as the streetcars passed. Eventually the matron of the restaurant came and simply said, “I’ll hold her for you.” She was warm and motherly and seemed okay so sure, I let her go, but I did not relax or take my eyes off them for a second.

She walked up and down the restaurant, lifted Amelia up in the air, held her close, whispered to her, sang to her, basically all the things my grandma would do but I imagined her running off through the back kitchen and me chasing after her and tackling her to the ground, wrestling my baby back.

So. I need to learn to relax. And to accept help gracefully.

There will be some challenges. Nap time, feeding time, pumping time, meeting time, screaming time, and definitely learning to let go. But I think it’s important I go back now, and here’s why, despite some people’s perception that I may be coming back “early”.

Canada’s policy to grant new parents a year of leave after having a baby, supporting you with 55% of your previous salary, is one of the reasons I have wanted to stay in Canada. This seemed to be one of the progressive differences between Canada and the States, where no maternity leave (paid or unpaid) is mandatory. A full year of leave for a young family to look after a new child and adapt to a new life truly seems to be a blessing. But I am starting to see this a little differently. A year is a really long time for one person to be away.

Unfortunately the burden of expectation is on the mother to take the majority of time off, and I think this is damaging to women. While every family is different, and it is nice to have the choice to come back to work or not and when, perhaps there is more we could do to relieve the pressure on women to stay home and to create a more equal working (and parenting) environment between men and women. Kay Hymowitz wrote an interesting article about this for Time called “Longer Maternity Leave Not So Great for Women After All”. Here’s an insight that resonated with me:

Over the past decades, Norway, Sweden and Iceland have been tinkering with policy formulas to get dads to take longer paternity leave. They’ve found that when, and only when, they introduce “use it or lose it” daddy months — that is, when fathers get several months of leave that cannot be transferred to mothers — men will take substantial time off with the baby. However, any leave time left to a couple to divide is almost always taken by women.

Luckily, I have the best husband in the world who really wants his share of leave with Amelia, and I am proud of and grateful to him for dividing this time with me. I know that going back to work while I am still nursing will be a challenge. But this feels right.

Again, I mean this feels right for us, as every family is different, but I wish more men overall would consider taking longer periods off when they have a baby, especially men in tech because it would make us few women in tech less of a rarity when we must take leave. I wish more employers would consider alternative working arrangements, including remote setups like what I’ll be doing with Mozilla, so that new parents could make this kind of arrangement work.

In the meantime, I feel lucky to have both an awesome husband and an awesome employer and I hope I can serve as a decent example as to what women can achieve when given an equal opportunity.

See you back online next week!

** The header image for this post is derived from a maternity leave infographic by Ivonne Karamoy for Women&&Tech.

November 28, 2013

2013 Indy Holiday Shopping Guide

This holiday season I thought it would be cool to help promote some of the awesome independent designers, writers and artists within my network. These people are doing something I’ve always found incredibly difficult: making things with discipline and purpose, putting themselves out there, maintaining a shop, and schlepping their goods all over the place to try to make a dime.

Wouldn’t it be cool if we bought our holiday gifts from them this season instead of Target and Amazon? Target and Amazon are great for certain things, but it’s also nice to know that you can help support someone’s brave creative career. Even if we artists only bought from each other, that could make a small difference.

***Note!*** If you’re buying anything from Amazon, DO THIS FIRST! Amazon will donate .5% of each purchase to a charity of your choice. It takes 5 seconds.

These are just the artists in my network. Think about your own network too and reach out, I’m sure there is amazing art, craft and design right next door to you.

To look at

jessica-rae-gordon-floodArt & Prints by Jessica Rae Gordon – I once walked into a local café and fell in love with some cut-out art on the wall and realized upon closer inspection it was actually by someone I knew! Jessica’s work makes me absolutely giddy. If I had the stamina to be a full-time artist, this is the kind of folky crafty nostalgic work I’d wish I could do. Buy her prints, original artwork or even some fancy schmancy gloves from her etsy shop.

troy-deshano-crowsTroy Deshano prints– If you don’t know Troy, go watch his talk from Weapons of Mass Creation Fest right now (I went ahead and embedded it below). His story will give you chills. This guy is so creative and real and I think if you hung his pictures in your house you could only benefit from his good karma. His Crows poster is my favorite but he has lots more in his shop on Etsy.

“The Best Decisions Rarely Make Sense on Paper”

Troy DeShano – The Best Decisions Rarely Make Sense on Paper

old-and-new-lyons-499551_2112420_bOld & New prints – A couple years ago Troy Deshano, mentioned above, and Jim LePage started this Old & New Project – modern interpretations of Old Testament stories – and I was proud when they asked me to contribute to the first round. They never even asked about my religious beliefs because they wanted a variety of perspectives, which I think is rad. You can buy any of these glorious prints from really incredible artists and designers and ALL proceeds (not just a portion) go to Blood Water Mission. The one featured here is one of my favourites by the talented Andrew Lyons. (Here’s mine if you’re curious.)

Jim-LePage-46-1-Corinthians_Slider>Jim LePage’s biblical prints – Jim is co-creator of Old & New Project above and if religion is your cup of tea, he has some additional biblical prints. I find it admirable that he uses design to challenge his beliefs, I think that’s something we could all stand to do more of. He’s also super committed and consistent in his focus, so there’s always something new to look at. Nice gifts for someone in your life who cares as much as Jim about the Bible.

radworks-sail_bermuda_vintage_travel_poster<RadWorks custom posters – Lindsay Amerault, founder of RadWorks Studios, has got to be THE most positive person I know. She simply loves loves loves life, and that is reflected in her work and in how genuinely nice she is to everyone she meets. We studied Graphic Design together at the University of Florida and I often wish we were still deskmates, she was that nice to be around. Her beachy posters remind me of home, but you can customize them to say whatever you want.

California-Stately-SandwichesStately Sandwich prints and posters – Who doesn’t love sandwiches? One of the things I missed most when I became a vegetarian was ham and mustard sandwiches; in fact I thought sandwiches were dead to me. I had to rediscover them with vegetarian ingredients, which I’m happy to see featured in Kelly Pratt’s poster series, Stately Sandwich. These prints would be lovely in a kitchen or restaurant and Kelly says she’ll be having a holiday sale soon.

Sylvie-007 CaroleSylvie Ceres prints & greeting cards from ~$6-70 – I found Sylvie through my cousin Meredith who has always had an enthusiastic taste for all things artsy. Glad to be acquainted with her talented friend who says she is selling prints and greeting cards of all the designs from this album.

To read

Betos-Burrito-Book2Beto’s Burrito paperback ($15) or iBook ($5) – This was a heartwarming book I illustrated and published for my dad, who wrote the story. It has beginners Spanish vocabulary, and the iBook even has my dad pronouncing the words and reading the story aloud in his lovely Texan accent. I’ll definitely sign it for you and send along a handmade felt finger puppet to go with it! This project actually has a crazy story behind it. Watch the videos to find out more.

Commuter-LitCommuter Lit Anthology – The first thing I did when I moved to Toronto was join a writers group at the local library. My friend Nancy spearheads that group, she’s a wonderful writer with a powerful voice. She has since created Commuter Lit, a daily publication of short pieces for people to read during their commute to work, and recently she put together an anthology of the best pieces so far. I have a couple whimsical little poems about planned obsolecence in technology in there. Worth giggling over! Now 40% off for the holidays, only $12.Get it now.

cadence-slangCadence & Slang, A book about design by Nick Disabato, $50 ($35 pdf) – Writing for Nick in Distance was one of the most grueling editorial processes I’ve ever been through, which I’m sure carries through to Nick’s own writing. Cadence & Slang is one for the bookshelf of other smart design books. And knowing Nick, the advice within as well as the physical artifact will last for ages. Or get the digital version – read how you want to read! Satisfaction guaranteed or money back.

Ayla-Newhouse-bolditalicpiece_simplifiedV4-01-716x1024Dating by Design by Ayla Newhouse, $25 – Besides being a friend, I saw Ayla give a compelling presentation on this book at a Pecha Kucha night in Toronto. She explores how design principles can breathe new life into a tired dating scene, and her own design sense is charming, tactile and sophisticated. I think this is one for the lady designers in your life, but your divorced aunt would probably love it too! (Recently featured on The Bold Italic)

BorisRobot of Leisure graphic novel – $35 for 230 page softcover, or $10 ebook (available in Winter Park at A Comic Shop for my Florida readers). Holy smokes Katharine Miller is a prolific graphic artist. I first met Katherine at my Beto’s Burrito book launch, and she was sooo sweet but you could tell she had an edge. This comes through in her work. This gift would be an awesome lot of entertainment for young lovers of graphic novels.

cheng-these-daysJack Cheng’s book These Days – I met Jack at Brooklyn Beta in 2012 at the coffee station. We talked about character development and self-publishing and I had no idea he’d raised $23,000 to publish his work on Kickstarter – amazing. He was so totally unpretentious that I am more than happy to help promote his book here. Although I haven’t read it yet (new mums barely have time to brush their teeth) it sounds perfect for folks in the design industry who are craving a fictional holiday read. $9.99 on Kindle or $13 from Amazon.

To use

said-the-king-forewordSaid the King – Karen King was my first friend in Toronto and I’ve watched her grow from an artful copywriter into independent artist/entrepreneur, literally carrying her goods on her back to every craft fair in the city. Her site is worth a visit for the puns alone, but I think you’ll love her products too. I especially love her Foreword single book shelves (I have two – great for book lovers and book cover design lovers alike) and her ceramic bowls – I have the one with the hands (drawn by Karen herself) that says “Never stop eatin’”, definitely a family motto. I also love that Karen takes care to produce eco-friendly products that are still affordable. Go Karen.

ideacious-money-clipSlim money clip ($50) – My friend Josh started Ideacious a few years ago – it is a sort of Kickstarter for product designers. Designers submit product ideas, customers pre-order items, and if the product gets enough pre-orders it will go into production, with the original customers receiving income from future sales. Check out the full range of products, there’s some awesome stuff in there, just double check that it is already in production if you’re looking for a holiday gift.

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERABen the Illustrator’s wintery backpack, £80 – Since having a baby I’m a sucker for cute backpacks, since backpacks are a necessity whenever we go out. Right now I’m stuck with a free Nestle one. So if anyone wants to get me this, yes please! Love it. Ben reached out on twitter to let me know about his stuff, lots of beautiful goodies in his shop (including this lovely pillow in the same fabric), check it out.

Mymo-keychainMymo, reinventing the monogram – Patrick Durgin-Bruce reached out to me on Twitter to tell me about this newly launched product – which looks awesome. Mymo – get a personalized necklace, keychain or ornament. I love the NY one. I wonder what a ‘To one would look like? Order by December 2 for the holidays.

meow-meow-tweetMeow Meow Tweet natural body products – I’m a real sucker for natural ingredient body products (it’s crazy they aren’t regulated like foods). Order these handmade goods through Shopify. Meow Meow Tweet (incredible name) is “a Brooklyn-based duo offering vegan soap and body products handcrafted from whole, natural and organic ingredients.” Wish I’d known about this when I was pregnant, I would have ordered myself some cocoa butter. (Thanks for the tip, Sarah Hallacher!)

rhymes-with-tweeRhymes with Twee paper goods – I found Leigh’s Etsy shop through my friend Sharlene, and a friend of Sharlene is a friend of mine. Her Etsy shop features punny holiday cards like “It’s bean a good year”, but my personal favorite is the Maggie Smith moleskin notebook (and only 9 bucks). Here’s what she has to say about it: “The Dowager Countess notebook should only be used by witty men or women. This is *the* perfect stocking stuffer for sassy folk in your life!”

Samantha Dubeau-il_570xN.519954058_2rxpSamantha Dubeau Etsy shop – Sam was also recommended by @boyreporter, and I love love love her holiday cards. If I ever got around to sending cards of my own, I would get this set and carefully choose six worthy recipients.

To wear

Aime-Luxury-M-Project-Charitee-Embroidery-Front-webAime Luxury clothes – My husband played soccer with Monica Mei and she had us over to her gorgeous flat where she had her fashion designs hanging on a rack in her living room. I’ve been following along her entrepreneurial journey since. She’s won all kinds of awards, and deservedly so. These clothes are on the pricier side but you can be sure they’re well-made. This shirt (featured) is only $35.
denim-vixen-$_57Denim Vixen jeans – This is my cousin’s ebay shop. When she’s not occupied with her two kids, she scours swanky Californian secondhand shops to find quality jeans and handbags. I’m super proud that she’s making this work for her lifestyle, it’s inspiring. Head to her shop to make a bid and snag a deal.

ghostfaceknittah-still_ill@GhostfaceKnitta makes great and charming jewelry. Great for hapless boyfriends,” so says @Boyreporter Ron Nurwisah. Her motto is “making sh!t for your girlfriend since 2007″. She doesn’t have an online store though so those in Toronto can look for her stuff locally; her next appearance seems to be at City of Craft Dec 14 & 15. And read the blog, it’s good.

Earthquake State
– My cousin recommended this gem of an Etsy store from Maddy Douglass. I love the unisex quality of these pretty knits. There’s also a good range of prices. If I was looking for ideas for Canadian men in my life I’d consider this store for sure.

To eat and drink

Style: "Porcelain vivid"Norm Hardie wine– I’m not a wine connoisseur but I know who is and that person is Sean Kozey. Sean (co-owner of ecentricarts) has been working with my husband on a new website for Norm. The site’s not up yet (but I’ve seen the preview, it’s beautiful!), but you can still order from their current site. Sean, along with other volunteers, spends his weekends stomping grapes and stocking barrels at Norm Hardie’s, which I’m sure he wouldn’t do if it wasn’t very excellent wine.

GreenZebraLOGO-GreenBig-For-Ad-Box-297x300Green Zebra Kitchen – Our friends Jessie and Jay bought us a two week meal package which we used when Amelia was born. I was impressed with the friendly home delivery service and yummy, healthy meals. I especially loved the vegan mac ‘n’ cheese with nutritional yeast. And I think it’s actually a really affordable, thoughtful gift – especially for friends or family who’ve just had a baby or are simply really busy with life (who isn’t?).

Mama-LosMama Lo’s bakery – Yum. Need I say more? Okay, I will. Mama Lo’s was referred to me by Bonnie Lui, who I actually met through Twitter because she asked me if I wanted to go macaron tasting with her, where I learned she takes her baked goods dead seriously. Therefore these cupcakes come highly recommended and would make a delicious addition to all your holiday parties.

To experience

LLC-gift_card_designLadies Learning Code gift cards – The women behind Ladies Learning Code are some of the hardest working people I know. Support their mission and give the gift of learning. I am friends with a few of their fabulous top-notch teachers and I’ve only ever heard good things about their courses.

makelabMake Lab 3d Printing – Although 3d printing produces a tangible product, it is still very much an ‘experience’ for lots of people who have never seen it in action before. My friend Vivien Leung is working with Make Labs to print custom gifts. If you have an idea for something that hasn’t been made yet, get in touch!

kiddology-1540d830a3d0ba096dee3dd8a2ed191f_largeKiddology on Kickstarter – This is a project from Jay Kapadia, who I’ve done some freelance work with. Check out the stunning artwork and support great storytelling for kids and families and become a part of bringing this project to life. Personally, I like the $45 tier: A sticker pack, demo code for our in-app purchases, and a children’s t-shirt or onesie with our Kiddology character Kiyoshi. Estimated delivery is Jan 2014.

To shop in person

Still like getting out to shop in person? Try your local farmer’s or arts and crafts market. Here are a few near me.

vendor-queensVendor Queens – Good ol’ Lindsay Munroe let me know about this: a pop-up shop for small business owners in Queen West every weekend through the end of December. There’s an awesome writeup on BlogTO about what’s available here. Looks fun, I might have a wander down there myself.

popifyShopify Toronto pop-up event – From the website: “Popify is a limited time retail experience where a storefront in Toronto is transformed into a curated selection of products from around the world.” December 5-8 in Kensington. Looks fun. Love that they’re supporting independent sellers.

City-of-craft-9412207784_91075c84d4_oCity of Craft – An arts and craft fair at Queen West in Toronto on December 14 & 15, 2013. $2 admission. More details here.

Alas, that is all! If I missed you or made any mistakes in the write-ups, let me know. Otherwise, happy shopping!

November 14, 2013

Painting Kim’s Portrait

It’s because of my Mom I always have a smile on my face. She taught me to always think positively and to be helpful toward others. Most importantly how to love. – Elaine Nyblade-Scholl

Russ and Kim and one of their daughters, Kyra, moved down to central Florida when I was in college, so I didn’t see them as much as my family that lived in Orlando (I was in Gainesville), but they were always there when I came down for holidays and birthdays. Russ is my mom’s cousin. His mother and my mom’s mother are sisters. Both women had lots of kids and then their kids had lots of kids and now 60+ years later, our families are both huge.

Somehow both women managed to keep their children and grandchildren close and joyful, creating a web of extended family that is sprawling but also loving, welcoming, warm, generous and – perhaps most amazing of all – connected, especially when we are close geographically. For instance when my cousin Julia moved from Florida to Pennsylvania she spent a lot of time with our parents’ cousins (our first cousins, once removed) and Russ’ parents (our great aunt and uncle). Now that I am in Toronto, I have made a couple trips to our great aunt and uncle’s family cottage in New York. And I think that when Russ and Kim and Kyra moved down south, our family also opened their doors and hearts to them.

The family connections may seem complicated but no matter how far genetically removed, we are still family. This is even more true with the in-laws we welcome into our lives who become no more blood-related but are completely immoveable in our hearts. They are the best friends of our brothers and sisters, the moms and dads of our nieces and nephews, and over all the time we spend together at family functions they become our friends-for-life too.

Today I want to write about Kim, Russ’s wife. She died last week, leaving a lot of people who love her behind. Nancy Meade Morell (Kim’s big sister) wrote:

Kim, was diagnosed with Stage IV Lung Cancer last December. It was only this past summer the cancer was confirmed as Mesothelioma. She, as an informed Hospice Nurse, chose “Quality over Quantity” and declined chemo or radiation at this late stage. She has lived with so much pain, however, and at this point chose to admit to In-patient Hospice House. What a privilege and honor to be here with her as she makes her winding journey to be with our dear Lord and Savior.

I’m not religious but I have great respect and admiration for those who are, and I am glad that faith brings peace to her family and that it brought peace to her in her final hours. Kim deserved it. She was always the one to make everybody feel welcome, to speak to the person in the corner, to ask questions in a lovely way that made you feel interesting and cared for. She had a talent for people.

It is a tragedy when someone so warm and kind leaves us, so I want to honor the memory of Kim by writing about the time (only 2.5 years ago) I painted her portrait.


Kim was number 15, after my mom and before my aunt Lynn. I painted everyone in my family’s portrait that March, 30 paintings in a month. Each one was done from a live sitting lasting about an hour or two. Kim’s lasted exactly an hour, which I know because I recorded the painting’s progress.

Kim arrived at my grandma’s house wearing lots of makeup, dangly earrings, perfume and a nice top. She looked very well put together, which felt to me like symptoms of being uncomfortable with the whole idea of this project, but she never let on that she was anything but eager to get painted. Instead she let conversation carry us through the experience like a heavy current.

In our hour together we talked about everything under the sun. Meeting and marrying her husband Russ, Russ’s sister Becky, Kim’s first trip to Florida and meeting many of my family members for the first time, my step-dad’s recent illness, diabetes, health and wellness, my dad’s radio show, our favorite wines, diet and exercise, nursing, my name and Scottish heritage, what it was like in Canada, common-law marriage, gay marriage, camping, her family, familial likeness, the Appalachian trail, London, my recent engagement, and so much more.

The thing I remember most about the actual painting was her piercing blue eyes. I didn’t feel I could do them justice with paint. But still I struggled on. She was a perfect model, moving nothing but her mouth to speak, staying focused on one object in the corner of the room.

At the end of the session I said, “Well Kim, it’s not perfect but I think I’m happy with it,” and she said, “Well that’s okay ’cause I’m not perfect either!”



Here’s a poem her daughter Elaine shared on Facebook the other day, one Kim had chosen for her ‘Celebration of Life’ service this Saturday. Sadly I won’t be able to attend, but I hope my family knows my heart is with them.


I’d like the memory of me 

to be a happy one.

I’d like to leave an afterglow 

of smiles when life is done.

I’d like to leave an echo 

whispering softly down the ways,

Of happy times and laughing times

and bright and sunny days.

I’d like the tears of those who grieve,

to dry before the sun

Of happy memories that I leave

When life is done.

― Carol Mirkel

Painting Kim’s portrait is definitely a happy memory for me. She was such a wonderful lady. Feeling very blessed to be able to share this little piece of her here.

October 13, 2013

Maternity leave projects

We’ve had a few people tell us how now is a great time to start a project, when the baby’s a newborn and they sleep and sleep. I don’t know what planet those people are from. We have an excellent baby – a sleep grunter with an amazing set of lungs, but excellent for sure. Not colicky, not fussy about noise or eating (for the most part), and a consistent sleeper for about three hours at a time. Still, finding time for a personal project seems a stretch. However I remember Matt Rix speaking at an InterAction event about how he built Trainyard during his parental leave, and I wonder about using this precious time to tackle some things I’ve always wanted to do.

I hesitated to post this because I know that living in the moment and relishing the free and ample time I have with my brand new daughter is the most important thing. At the same time, I know I need to find a way to stay connected to the world.

Maybe I will find some more time as we settle into a routine, and if so here are some projects I’ve been wanting to work on (in no particular order):

1. Make things you can touch

The Erudite Alphabet by Alex Westgate

The Erudite Alphabet by Alex Westgate

I have the urge to sew my own nursing tops. Boob Nursing wear has gotten the thumbs up as most stylish and discreet for public nursing, but why the H is it so expensive? I am sure I can DIY it. I’m also daydreaming about a children’s book Mark and I might work on together. Something graphic and awesome, along the lines of this book, The Erudite Alphabet. We’ve also talked about screenprinting all the pink onesies we’ve received as gifts with edgier patterns and phrases. This item is basically my master plan to generate passive income from creatively satisfying side projects. It would result in an Etsy shop where I could add the creations I made while pregnant (my invaluable nursing pillow, door hanging storage, nursing pads, etc).

2. Start a new parents group

An old high school buddy invited me to join her impressive 1000 person strong and very active mom’s group on facebook. It’s nice to have a welcoming and supporting community when times get stressful and you have lots of questions. Mark and I have noticed, however, that new parent communities so often exclude dads and that seems unfair. I’m not saying all groups should be completely open as many challenges women face are very gender-specific, and there is the matter of personal preference, community-building, how men and women relate to each other, etc. But walking around our neighborhood (which has the reputation of having the highest birth rate in Canada) we noticed signs in people’s yards reading, “Need a break? Join MumNet, for one day a week all about you.” What about DadNet? Or better, ParentNet? Why isn’t it more obvious that dads could be stay-at-home as well? Anyway, we aren’t convinced as to why all these groups are so gendered, and knowing both moms and dads who are new parents makes me want to start a more gender-neutral parenting group.

3. Illustrate 30 days of advice from my family

I've actually already started this project. This piece of advice is from my 86-year-old grandma.

I’ve actually already started this project. This piece of advice is from my 86-year-old grandma.

Mark’s birthday gift for my 30th (a week after Amelia was born) was a box of 30 gifts, one to be opened each day for all October along with a piece of advice secretly obtained from each of my family members. I grew up the youngest of my generation and, in Mark’s words, am always whinging to him about how I experience everything last, so he wanted to know what people thought I might have experienced before them, what their lives were like at age 30, and what advice they might have for me as a new 30 year old. We’ve been recording me reading each piece of advice, taking photographs of each gift, and I would dearly like to illustrate my favorite advice from each person. Phrases like Everything in moderation and Don’t lose your bold spirit. Wouldn’t these be beautiful lettering projects? This whole project as a set would be something I know I would cherish forever.

4. Share new mom experiences and insights

DotsThis might be an easier project than I imagine, but it does mean fully embracing the sharing part. I haven’t quite worked out how public I want to be about my new little family and how much I want to keep to ourselves, but I do feel the urge to share some of the practical aspects of what I’ve learned – like that a Boppy (my homemade one) is a must-have for nursing, that a night light is amazing for co-sleeping, that parenting books get a lot more interesting once the baby has arrived, that Wind in the Willows is the best read-aloud book for newborns ever, that Dots is probably the best one-handed distraction while nursing. Random things like that to capture this time in our lives. One thing that stops me is that there are SO many new parent blogs (especially by Mums) that this feels a little redundant.

5. Write a design book

I’ve been wanting to write a thoughtful book about design for ages, ever since I started this blog. Writing has always helped me figure out what I think, and I have always enjoyed doing it. It’s always been a life goal of mine to write a book. For a long time the dream was to write a fiction book, which I have tried twice (ending up with many thousands of garbled words and characters and storylines), but why not write about a craft I’ve spent years developing, that I care tremendously about? I do have some thoughts about process that could benefit other young designers. So why not start now? I’m thinking it could be a book of essays to be released at first as individual pieces for various publications.

Which would you endorse?

That’s what’s on my list so far, among things like ‘write a will’ and ‘mop the floors’ and ‘lose my baby pooch’. These other things can wait (except the will thing). Granted I know I cannot do it all. So I’m curious – do any of these projects stand out as something you would be interested in or like to get involved with?

Let me know in the comments, I’d love to hear your thoughts!

September 30, 2013

Reflections on Turning 30

I’m typing this with a sated baby in the crook of my arm, with a new-found respect for true multi-tasking. I have been thinking a lot lately about contentedness, about how I have never been happier, and today’s birthday feels like it’s just added more pleasure to the pile. In fact every day has felt like that recently. It’s a little scary – feeling that what goes up must come down – but it also seems that my recent contentedness is of a particular kind, a stable kind, perhaps a result of having reached a mature and ripe old age with less tolerance for extremes. What I am hoping is that Contentedness (unlike Happiness) is even-keeled, and if a fall is around the corner, perhaps it will be from less a height, or maybe I am at least better prepared to deal with it.

Our newborn, Amelia, is pretty mellow. The midwife says Mark and I are mellow people so it’s no big surprise, and she might likely stay that way (fingers crossed). I have not always been as easygoing as I feel now though (surprise surprise), and turning 30 makes me reflect on that fact. It is partly a product of evened out hormones no doubt, but also of having gone through some major life shit that has taught me major life lessons, namely that so much of what we worry about is inconsequential in the grand scheme of things. Living abroad away from family, having to set up a new life with new friends here in Canada, making difficult but sensible compromises in my relationship, exploring what I wanted to do for work, reaching for lifelong dreams, getting to know my dad again and dealing with his death – all have been a part of my journey toward contentedness.

A friend recently lost his father too, but in a brutal and senseless killing . It is a complete tragedy, and my friend has struggled to make sense of it. Here’s a part of what he wrote in response to his grief, a heartfelt plea for people to try to find what does matter in life.

Ninety-nine percent of what’s on your mind and happening in your life doesn’t fucking matter. Things on my mind in the 24 hours prior to my father’s senseless killing included: iPhone 5S colour choice, dissatisfaction with my relationship status, hoping I’ll be able to get 4 weeks off in Jan/Feb to go to Taiwan, does this new startup idea have legs, dad’s bruises from his vehicle accident (he was bruised, but otherwise perfectly fine), why my mom can’t just accept that I love smoking cigarettes, how will Suits season 3 end, how it’s possible that anyone has NOT watched Suits, the Eagles are DEFINITELY scooping the Superbowl come February, GSXr or CBR. None of it matters. All that matters is life itself existing, and sharing the mere existence of life with the people that give your life meaning.

I’ll repeat that last bit because I like it so much.

All that matters is life itself existing, and sharing the mere existence of life with the people that give your life meaning.

I hate that it sometimes takes the horrid for us to understand and appreciate the good. But in the end, the good is there, and that’s what I think is worthy of our attention.

I remember when my older brother was graduating from high school his psychology teacher assigned a question for homework asking his students to reflect on where they would like to be in five years. My brother wrote something along the lines of wanting to be happy. I remember thinking that was sort of lame, and what were his goals and what did he really want to achieve in life? I did not see happiness as an achievement, but as something you were given. You either had it or you didn’t.

I see now that I was wrong. Happiness (or contentedness, which I prefer) does take work. You first have to recognize that happiness is a choice, and then you have to do the work to choose happiness, which means dropping bad or self-indulgent habits or being okay with whatever doesn’t make the cut. So, for example, not having enough time (for yourself, for your family, for rock-climbing) is making you unhappy? You choose more time by cutting out the extra hours at work or on freelance outside of work, accepting a slower career path or less money or whatever it is you think you get out of working all the time.

That’s a personal example. There are other kinds of trade-offs. Trade job security for a career that is riskier but more personally fulfilling. Trade a full-time career for a closer relationship with your kids or family. Trade the freedom of a car for freedom of conscience regarding your carbon footprint. Trade good booze-filled times for a healthier liver, or vice versa. Choices.

My choices have not all been perfect, but they are working for me. Compared to where I was at this time last year, I feel as if my wheels have found the ruts and things are going along so much more smoothly. I’m so content to have the partner I have, the job I have, the home I have, the city we live in, and the friends and admirable people in my life. I feel it’s such a rich and lucky life. (More thoughts on luck, later.)

There is nothing better than starting a new decade of life feeling this way. I am very very grateful for the people in my life that have helped bring all this joy inside what used to feel like a walled garden. Much love to you all. Thanks for never giving up on me. I hope I can repay this debt by any small measure, that I might somehow help others find their own contentedness.

Okay thirties. I think I’m ready for you.

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September 11, 2013

Thoughts on Syria

I’ve been trying to understand what’s going on in Syria. Some images come to mind.

Thoughts on Syria

Tom McDaniel
August 7, 2013

The Most Important Work

Every morning you get up that big boulder is just sitting still and you have a choice, it really is a choice – am I going to put it to my shoulder, am I going to exert the blood and the sweat that it takes to move it, to get it going again?

Some days the boulder gets the best of you. And some days, you get a moment of exhilaration or whatever and it’s enough to push you to move, to choose to do something. -Peter Guinta

It’s 1:30 in the morning, and Amelia (our unborn daughter) is squirming, keeping me awake. This seems to happen on days of significance, when I’m not totally sure what that significance is, like a few weeks ago when I got up at 4:30 for apparently no reason but turns out it was the anniversary of my dad’s death. It seems today is like that too, except I really hope to go back to bed after this.

I guess I’ll start here, since I’m thinking about my dad.

On May 22, 2011, Dad and I were chatting about an interview we did that was scheduled to go up soon on the Kickstarter blog.

Tom: They have lots of blog, would we go at top or bottom?
me: at the top
Tom: Good! What you up to today?
me: work work working as usual
Tom: Work your fingers to the bone, whadya get?
Tom: ...Bony fingers. (lol it's from a song)
me: :)

I was a total workaholic back then. Obsessed with work, with getting my name out there. After a long hiatus from this, I finally wrote a new article recently and it reminded me of how absorbing digital culture is. You can get completely lost in words and pictures and twitter accounts, following one great thing after another. It’s hard to disconnect once you’re in it, barely bothering to look up.

But it’s important to look up. To remember why we work.

This is one of my favorite mini-docs. It’s by Eliot Rausch. It’s about work.

Yesterday my Dad, if he was still alive, would have turned 60. Thirteen months after his passing, I have mixed feelings about his death.

On the one hand, I miss him a lot. He was a character. Funny, sweet. He never did very much in the time that we were close… he stayed home, DJed an online radio show with friends, farted around in the same white t-shirt and grey sweatpants all day, collected veterans checks from the government. He read every single one of my blog posts, though, and would ask me about them on our Sunday calls. I remember him telling me about some website he was an “expert” contributor to - or wikihow or answerwiki – who knows. He was good at that sort of niche knowledge, whether it was literature, oil rigs, chemistry or pop culture. He was so proud when they sent him an embroidered bag to say thanks for being such a badass contributor.

I think he would have been really excited about me working at Mozilla, and he definitely would have made some pull requests and fiddled with things, or maybe he would have volunteered to localize Webmaker into Spanish. He was a weird man, absent in lots of ways, but very present in others.

Grief is funny. I miss my dad, and I’m sad for all the things he’s missed this past year. It’s been a big one. I had a wedding, started working at Mozilla, got pregnant. He would have enjoyed hearing about and being a part of all these things.

But I’m also glad he’s dead. Boy, did he suffer. Nearly his whole life was a battle against a disease that people are still so far from understanding. He was happy when he died, too, happy with his life. This has actually confused me for a long time – he died too young from what a lot of people consider a self-inflicted disease, and he was estranged with most of his family, but I think I get it now.

I went to see him a few months before he died. He knew the end was coming. We were watching Star Trek on Netflix on his bed because he didn’t have the energy to get up anymore. It was hard to get him to talk about his health, and I had no idea what his actual diagnosis and prognosis was because he was always quick to change the subject, but TNG had put him in a good mood and this loosened his tongue. We talked about end-stage liver disease, whether or not he was on the liver transplant list, his cataracts, the ascites that kept him from eating much and having even less fluids.

He told me he never understood his drinking would kill him, not at 58.

I remember his eyes when he said this, wide, wet, yellow. Looking back I know this was a confession of fear. I wish I had been more compassionate in my answer. All I’d said was, “Life is short.” I kick myself now. I know I could have done better than that. But that was what the moment gave me.

I’m also glad he’s dead for selfish reasons. Life feels simpler for me; I don’t have to worry about him anymore. I’ve been feeling guilty about this, but when I think about it I’m sure it’s not uncommon of people who’ve had to care for others who are at the end of their lives, or with people with whom you’ve had complex relationships with. Death is a release.

And death is finite. This is all I have of him anymore: my memories, and whatever I can dig up from my digital time capsules. All I have are the times I did try, the times I said something (be they right or wrong), the times I did remember to call.

All of this is to say, really, that I think Dad’s death gave me invaluable perspective. Just like, I’m sure, having Amelia will change my perspective again.

It has taken awhile for everything to sink in, but I see it very clearly now: so few things in life are really worth getting upset over, and so much of our time spent living is wasted on things that really don’t matter. Money, possessions, misunderstandings or miscommunications, making ourselves miserable because of assumptions, protecting our egos… I definitely still do and worry about these things, but I realize I shouldn’t. Neither should you.

Isn’t it so much more worthwhile to spend our finite time being grateful for what we have?

In here, somewhere, is also the discovery of why I care so much about getting things done, about finishing things. In the end, no one is going to look at your half-finished work. No one is going to assess what kind of person you were by how much money you made. No one is going to remember your particular troubles, the things that kept you up at night, they will just remember you – how you treated people, and (I think) the things you finished.

Let’s work on things that matter. Let’s assess our success by the same measures we put on a human life. Let’s put the important things at the top of our to-do lists. Let’s finish things. Let’s use the moments we’re given.

And with that, I’ll leave you with a couple videos from what is still my favorite thing I’ve finished. So much I could have done differently, especially aesthetically, but not a thing I’d change.

If you would like a book, you can order one here. I still have a couple hundred left, but these babies won’t last forever.

June 20, 2013

The future of Webmaking

“On the other other side, a side that receives scant attention, scanter investment, is where big problems – little b, little p – reside. Here, you’ll find a group I’ll refer to as the unexotic underclass. It’s rather quiet in these parts, except during campaign season when the politicians stop by to scrape anecdotes off the skin of someone else’s suffering.”
The Exotic Underclass by C.Z. Nnaemeka

I’m excited about the new I’m excited about working for a company that stands up for its idealistic beliefs, that is actually doing something major about the exotic underclass.

This week I helped launch a new Short story: Webmaker is a big site, a platform, and it has a lot of devoted users already. To get through the relaunch of a site like this in the course of 9 weeks’ time (from my Day 1 on the job) means some shit had to move fast. Parts – technical, design, human – all had to work in rhythm. It’s thrilling to be on a team that is shipping that fast, but beyond that it is inspiring; many, many people get bogged down in the idea of how big their idea is that they never end up doing anything of consequence. Fortunately that’s not so with Webmaker.

I am most excited about the adjustments that have set us up for the future. This re-launch has a lot of surface changes, but those are the tip of the iceberg in terms of what’s going on in Webmaker’s core structure. Here are some of the highlights (courtesy of Brett’s words) and my interpretation of what they mean for things to come.
Old vs. New Webmaker

Big Changes to Webmaker

  • An entirely new look and feel and UX for – a more interesting way of browsing content made by users. A site structure that is more about making, and less about telling the Webmaker story (although there’s still a place for that, too).
  • A way for users to create their own domain name, stay saved in across all their apps, and access their creative work in any app – This was difficult from a technical and UX point of view, but I am hoping this ultimately means users will be more devoted to the content they produce, that their “space” on is  as much about our tools helping them inspire and change their world (through learning materials, portfolios and other content) as it is about making an awesome meme.
  • A new editorial strategy and accompanied content – hopefully leading to a wider user base for Webmaker (less of a focus on kids) and one that is a bit edgier. More misfits!
  • A revised events platform – This coincides with the Maker Party launch, “a three-month extravaganza of making and sharing online. Events are organized all over the world by Mozilla, our partner organizations and people just like you.” All over the world isn’t lip-service. Events so far are taking place in India, the States, Canada, UK. More to come.
  • New and old apps (like Popcorn and Thimble) written in node.js (after first learning how to write apps in node.js) – I believe this means faster applications in a more flexible language that opens the door to easier collaboration.
  • An API for users’ creative work (MakeAPI) and itself – This part of the site structure has informed a bunch of our UX decisions, including streamlining how users browse content. On the technical side, I believe this means more agile and flexible opportunities for people to create their own apps at some future point, and for us to respond in cool ways to what people are making (e.g. through added features).
  • An app for escaping malicious code – Not sure what this but it sounds badass!
  • Allow any dev to be able to push any of their work at any time to at least three server environments in the cloud – Holy smokes this is awesome for our team.

Some other things I’m proud of

Webmaker Search

  • A more unified experience across the site – This includes a consistent navigation across the site and tools, easy ways for users to find their way back to from someone’s random project link, and a ridiculously easy way to discover the details of how one’s favorite projects were made. Let the remixing begin.
  • A faster way to making. People can get to our tools in one click now, instead of four. Patting myself on the back for this one.
  • A sweet search page.
  • A clever 404 page – Nice work by Erika Drushka, Chris Appleton and Kate Hudson.
  • Log in with Persona – another inspiring Mozilla product that promises not to track your web moves. We had a great conversation with the Persona team early on about potentials for improving this log-in experience, and I’m proud that we are supporting their awesome vision.

What I’m looking forward to


  • A better mobile experience. The seed is there, as in our site is responsive and we have lots of retina-ready images and best practices in terms of icons, text and images (still working out some hiccups). I’m excited to make this even better from both UI and functional perspectives, particularly when our tools start working on mobile too.
  • Incorporating Open Badges into the Webmaker UX. – Admittedly, I think I’ve taken some convincing to see the value of badges, of getting recognized for earned skills (aren’t the skills themselves the reward?). My personal turning point was finally watching Waiting for Superman a few weeks ago and seeing how this project can help the world (and the exotic underclass) immediately on a real, practical level. I’m also excited about the gamification implications of this, always an interesting UX endeavor.
  • Realizing the vision for AppMakers – Mark Surman recently shared the board’s vision for this, the democratization of both the making and distribution of apps. Webmaker should be able to facilitate this some time in the future. I can’t wait to see what people do with a more balanced platform.

The Future of Webmaking

The Mozilla production environment is a special beast, and I’ve never worked in one like it before. Many of our team members work remotely across various time zones (never easy, but we are dedicated to making it work). There are also open source methodologies as well as working full-time on a single product (as opposed to client services), both relatively new to me.

One of the toughest things has been releasing the new Webmaker early, knowing how much more we’d like to iterate on it. Tough for a perfectionist like me, but a valuable lesson. I’ve had to kill a lot of my darlings and scale back on UX ideas because they weren’t part of our minimum viable product. I’m itching to pull those ideas out of the scrap heap and bring them back to life. But I’m glad we did it the way we did it. For one thing, we’ll be able to shift our attention to where it’s really needed. For another, I’ve gotten more sleep.

One of the easiest things (weirdly) has been tracking our progress through Bugzilla. I’m such a dork, but I love it. I love that it means keeping things open and collaborative, that anyone can step into a bug at any time in order to contribute. I appreciate the tools we’ve been using to keep everyone on track, like Scrum Bugs and etherpad (though I prefer the styling options of Google Docs).

Mostly, I’ve enjoyed working in this collaborative capacity because I’ve felt ownership over the core ideas, precisely because I have helped build the foundations for what’s to come. That says a lot about our team, our ideas, and the future of Webmaker, which is looking bright.

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